Quote by ralaI'm glad to know that I've been fine I'm on my spring break finally SO I AM IN MY BEST MOODS heheh^^ though I still have to do a lot in this break but still I really dont know why do they give us assignments to do on the break for God's sake its called A BREAK

You too thats great

and worse too hehe

I am sure you did fine! I am you wont be called a student if you didnt feel bad after every and each exam now would you your results will be just fine I know that sort of feelings, just relax and even if you did no big deal! its just an exam

it will be alright you just dont worry too much dear

Well I had 3 exams the week before the break, poetry, syntax and translation, I will get my result for them when I get back

Yes I am heheheh

what do you mean!

You're welcome

Have a nice day

sorry for the extremely late reply

how was your spring break?

i know but they like to torture us with all their work lol

more exams and assignments, never a break

how have you been?

i know i should relax but i can't really help it, theres too much to do and too many deadlines and well... it kind of does get a bit... yea

but anyway its nice to take a break for the moment before i have to get back to doing my work again

thank you for the lovely image

take care -waves- ^^

Heh... I mehage here at least...

I've got so much work... SOrry for so late replay. But we see on MSN

Now I just take a break form class and I think I'll go to eat something. The next weekend I will go for a trip to Phrag. I think it will be fun.

I hope that you will not kill yourself riding a motorbike. It's awful.... I hope you didn't have any serious health problems after that incident...

So you're not scared... uffff that's good. I just know how people react when I tell them about my metal problem. It always scares me. But I'm gla that you take it so easy and you don't mind it. I must say that I feel better atre pills and treatment. I see it's getting better step by step and I'm happy. Now as you know I'm being more optymistic and that's bring me more happines in life.

As to my classmates.. it's also getting better. Now at Friday we have girl evening at my flat. It will be fun. I think after my school trip I get better with some of them and that's gave me strengh and peace. But the most important thing is you You just like my guard angel whos helping me out every time . I feel sorry that I can't meet with you for a coffee or to go with you to the cinema. But I hope will meet someday

As to work... it's hard. Sometimes depressing. But i hang on. It take me a lot of time but I know if I work hard I'll get better. No they don't pay me much but it will change someday. I'm just happy that I can improve myslef and cheeck and learn something new. It's hard bur most fun.

I don't know if I told you about one girl I met in supremarket. She's from German but now she studies her. She's very nice. Her name is Pia. I like her and I try to meet her often. I was with her at the concert of polish band on "juwenalia". It'a a big party for studenst once a year. It was fun. I think she gave me a lot of thoughts to think about.

How about you? How is your study going? How with you family?
Now I will meet with mine on the next weekend. They don't see me till now, so they will be shocked I don't know how they will react on my red hair, but truly I don't care much . I just like my new me.

Oh, I pass my photos. I'm glad. I'm not happy for two of my marks but what can I do. Now I will prepare some more exercise to get better from this two subjects. Wish me luck

Ok I will go and eat something Today I go to the cinema with one girl from my class. I hope it will be fun. I hope it will you.
Now take care and watch for yourself. Don't harm and go crazy on motorbike

Big hugs and a lot of kisses :*
See you on MSN

Quote by ralaAWWWW! this like really great o.o never seen anything like it ^.^! Very beautiful.. Amazing job^^

Thank you! I'm really glad you like it. ^_^

Quote by ralaHow lovely! its amazing^_^ Great work!

Hi
thanks alot for the comment
Im glad you liked it
take care & have a nice day

Quote by rala
Hey Toya Long time no see

How have you been? I hope great
Yeah I've been good yeah Finally it seemed like forever heheheh yeah and I believe that they think one week is too much for us hehehe well one week is better then nothing yeah too short and to make it long I skipped Tuesday and Wednesday hehehe but really I was sick at Tuesday

yeah I know! no free time I guess, College is HELL
uni= sucks hehe a lot of exams and assignments! everything= been going pretty well
Thanks for asking! how about you? school and everything?

Well see you soon and take great care

hahaha yea! omg holiday's ending already.
and guess what! i haven't touched my bag yet! i keep on sayin tmr ill start with my assignments and projects, but i don't
omg, i'm dead the first school week coz half of my projects r due then, and there's this one project which was due ages ago and i couldn't submit it coz we had exams, and i had absolutely no time to finish it i'll have to speak to my teacher abt it i wouldn't want a 5/10 in my assessment seriously... lol
awww hope u feel so much better now!
and i'm so darnnnn excited for my next exams! don't ask me why lool i've gone wacko? maybe but also i can't believe i'm already finishing grade 10! two more years till uni! haha i'm not in a hurry for uni, i'm more excited about getting my finals over, then summer holidayz! haha
and today mum told me this time we have to go to one of my cousin's wedding.
lool it would be my FIRST time EVER to attend any wedding haha
let's see if dad agrees but my mum's threatenings work all the time haha
although i thought we had other plans for the summer, i think this summer's gonna be insane! coz first we have to travel to go to my cousin's wedding, in Jeddah then omgg we have to come back here, then again my mum says she want to go travel to Syria and when she told me i got all depressed hahaha i'm like "no...no...i don't wanna go without sis!" (my sis went for uni ) so she said "our life won't stop coz she's gone now, come on!"
haha i feel like i might end up crying if we travel to Syria and we don't travel to Malaysia(where my sis studies now) coz my mum is so obsessed with Syria! arrrggghhhh
but anyways i so don't wanna think abt how tiring this summer's gonna be and also Ramadan's gonna be during that time oh well.
the weather in Jeddah during the summer sux so bad! it's so moistyyy and humidd, when we went there some 3-4 yrs ago, omggg i showered like literally three times a day haha i went insane their humidity's tooo extreme! can u imagine showering before going to the beach that's me in Jeddah
but seriously the heat here is really melting me, inside my room it's freezing but the moment u walk out of the house it's sooo hott

i hope u'r doin great!
and glad to hear from you again! it's so nice talkin to you
take care!

Quote by ralaHi! how are you?

I'm very sorry for the late reply but I was extremely busy, lots of assignments and exams but I am finaly done, I'm on my spring break so I'm really feeling better

The wedding was really lovely me and my cousins had a great time there

Hehe right but it did hurt though

hehe that's alright you have to get used to it till you graduated So how's your studies?

What innocent! I can guess why now yeah students do that!

Been fine really, but its really hard and there is so much to do!

You're welcome!

hehehe right late is better then never

Thanks! Hope you had a good one too!

Have a lovely day and take care

im okay how have you been?

i know how it feels, i just finished my big block of exams, assignments and assessments

so now i have a bit of free time

haha lol

well they could be better

i did really bad in my extension one maths paper, i just have this feeling you know, i havent got the results back but i know i did really bad

and well physics wasnt much better, i had to do two exams for the one subject i was not happy especially when i found out it was a practical and a written

but aw well, i dont think i did that great in the written

how has your studies been?

wah your taking there side no fair -pouts- lol

no kidding, i have holiday homework again

thanks you too

thank you for the nice image

take care -waves- ^^

hey Rala!
i hope you're doing great! we're finally having holidays now! a week but it's pretty fine. and short.
we haven't spoken in so long! arggghhhh
btw how's everything going on with you? uni n everything?
hope everything's great!
good luck!
take care

merged: 04-10-2008 ~ 03:08am
hey Rala!
i hope you're doing great! we're finally having holidays now! a week but it's pretty fine. and short.
we haven't spoken in so long! arggghhhh
btw how's everything going on with you? uni n everything?
hope everything's great!
good luck!
take care

Quote by ralaHello!
How are you?

O no dont worry about that! I know you are busy with school and all so dont worry about that just take care of yourself

Sorry for my late reply I want home that pass week!

My holidays were great I went to my grandfather's house to attend my cousin's wedding hehe we had a great time! everything was lovely till we had to say goodbye to her it was sad ... 2 days later we went camping and I was riding a motorcycle and heheh I fell form that thing damn it, it hurt so badly I can hardly move O well but it was fun anyway

Hehe and why should I use dislike instate

Wow! that is really a lot! how can you handle that!

Poor you

Hehehe couldnt figure that out

Yup! that happens at your place too guess it does everywhere! an international law you know that is bad though for the students who skip school without their parents knowledge! Big trouble

What the hell! noway! how can that be! I mean did he have the time to do anything on the first day! poor boy! student here get suspended as well but only if the did something really huge!

Good saying as long as there is a beginning there is an ending even if its not a good one heheh

But really you need to sleep to get the work done perfectly

Yeah I am not sick anymore the weather here i getting lovely not cold not hot, I like it

hehe yeah being alive is a good thing

Thanks I still have a week before I start the new semester again

You're welcome

See you!
Take good care

ive been better

you?

okay im a bit late again though

wedding? how was the wedding?

my friend went to a wedding a few weeks ago

ouch sounds like it would have hurt too

thats good as long as one enjoys themselves and have fun then well the pain would be worth it lol

well now the amount of maths i do has now increased its too much in my opinion

well i never really found out cause none of my friends wanted to tell me cause i was too "innocent" so they said so it must have been something bad although a few days ago another student got an in school suspension because he wouldnt give his phone to the teacher

hows your semester been so far?

thank you for the lovely image

sorry for the lateness but better late than never

heres a small one from me

hope you enjoyed your valentines day

take care -waves- ^^

hey Rala,
here to wish u a:

take care!

Quote by ralaTrue! no one pays much attention to that class sleeping class hehehehe I mean really what is there in those classes nothing really difficult!

Yup and tomorrow I will be leaving for my vacation for 2 weeks I really I am looking to it

I hope you do so well guess school started, I hope you do well in your studies

hehe yeah! I hate physics and geography I hate those two

hehe that is funny my sister was saying that same today heheh my sis hates biology as well she hate math as well But you know what? I think its the worst thing is when you go o college and have these stupid general courses I hate them more then anything

O I see so its like university here! that is the system used in universities in school you have number of classes in a week! like math 7 classes par week, of course in high school!

Dont ask me really I dont know why they dont care! do they believe that everything is easy out there!

heheh yeah when I was at school they even call your parents on their cell phone when you are doing bad in studies or if didnt come to school but of course that doesnt happen in college heheh

Dont worry! you will find everything done and you wont even know it everything has an ending

Hey you should sleep you know! or you wont be able to work! ask me! will have everything done, yeah but not really good So get enough sleep first

I am ok, I have got sick two days ago I hate getting sick! I think I have a flu

So how have you been?

Your welcome Dear

I'll see you after I come back!
So till then take great care of yourself
And have a lovely day

merged: 02-01-2008 ~ 03:31am
Awwww I just saw your newest wallpaper! it looks GREAT! but I cant view it TT_TT I want it I wish I could see it! but it seems beautiful^_^

sorry for the late reply

i have been really busy lately

heaps difficult, cannot not sleep in those classes although i do have the urge to fall asleep cause im tired

hows your holiday so far?

haha lol although you shouldnt use the word hate you should use the word dislike

mine eight maths classes per week

the evilness

who knows, but to them it might be easy but to use it is heaps difficult lol

haha lol really? that happens here as well, one time a friend of mine didnt go to school and the school called their home and they said they were sick

thinking of hmm, that reminds me that on the first day a guy in my year got suspended on the very first day of school can you believe that when i heard i was like what?

true everything does just like everything has a beginning

i know, but i dont have all that much time

hope your better now

okay i guess im still alive so thats a good thing lol

how have you been?

hope you enjoyed your vacation

thank you for the lovely image

thanks

take care -waves- ^^

Quote by rala
Hi Toya!
Not really! I started my finals yesterday I had nothing today! my next one will be on Saturday! you know that is the best thing about college! we have days off in the middle of the exams hehehe! but yeah I am pretty good! got so much after I finish my finals hehe Dont worry it will be over Yeah my sister too, but hey are you starting now! isnt after one week from now?!

Glad to know that

Hehe thank you Yup they are over!
hehehe I see my nickname is spelled this way: Anory! its a bit childish but I love it hehehe

Thanks! You too! Hope you do great in your exams Dear *Hugs back*
Take Good Care of Yourself as well! and stay worm PLZ its freezing
YEAH You live in Riyadh too! its Freezing! I didnt go out today, but yesterday I had my English Grammar exam! God! I turned to an ice cube seriously! I havent got out in days due to that I study in university and we were done like more then two weeks ago so I didnt know what was it like outside home My hands were freezing! I couldnt touch the pan to write and that stupid teacher was keeping the door open If it wasnt multiple chooses I dont think I would have answered!

You know? they say it might snow here imagine snow in Saudi Arabia! heheh though it snowed in the north borders! I saw it on he news But in Riyadh! like NO way heheh

I live in Riyadh its where my family is from well not really where are from some where a city little bit far from here but you can say we are from here Anyway whatever , Really! so we live in that same city^^ Well I was born in Boston

See you! Take care

merged: 01-16-2008 ~ 08:26pm
Btw I meant to ask you, can you view wallpapers? coz its blocked for me!

hi Rala, so sorry for the very late reply was bz with exams and got too excited bout holidays starting(it started on Saturday) ^^

I hope you did great in ur finals! and wishing you best of luck!
nah, Anory doesn't sound childish coz anyways each person has their own nickname, sounds rather nice and cute

haha yea winter here got really cold, but what bugged me was the lame rumors of "snow". lool i didn't even for a second believe the news, i was just like telling my parents "whatever, snow here, in our dreams..." and everyone in school was soo excited about it snowing, lool i was the only one who wasn't all excited about it, coz anyways what's to believe in rumors? coz anyways so many times they "predicted" that it would rain n all and gosh, not even one drop of rain lool haha
weather here is better now phew~! seriously, and i am sooo craving summers coz i missed summer shorts they're so much comfortable!

awww that's nice i'm actually Syrian but live in Riyadh, and lol in the city center. haha easy for u to guess where now

i did good in my exams, too bad i was anxious about seeing my results but i wasn't able to go due to some personal reasons now i'll just have to wait till Saturday not that i'm waiting, haha holidays r nice, a chance to relax for a moment from school, now one thing i'm so not looking forward when school reopens for second term is second term itself it's so darn long and annoying and soooo borrrrring and just so much to do, and lame huge projects they ask for so much, 3D crappy stuff we have to make on our own...blehhh a couple of times i do tend to get careless about my project assessment marks
but it's coz i don't see teachers to care much about the project after they grade it, so it's like once i was one day late in submitting my English project, but for English we had essays to write(that time i actually spent the night finishing it, but bugged me so much coz i left it lying on my table at home the next morning had forgotten to take it), so anyways when my teacher asked me for it...basically i was already bugged that i'd forgotten it, but seriously i didn't even want to go on being bothered for the rest of the day so i just told her that i'll give it to her the next day, so she wasn't happy with me coz she said "just like that? and ur 1 mark off?" so i just said "i can't help it, there's nothing i can do, i forgot it..." oh well, nothing makes me so enthusiastic bout projects anymore coz they're such a waste in the end, and i try my best not to waste my effort on them seriously coz in the end, wonder where they end up
but not always, for some subjects they end up being used, gladly

oh and btw do u have holidays too now?

ok then, haha i guess i'm really getting carried away, tell me how u'r doing! Good Luck!
take care! ^^

merged: 02-08-2008 ~ 11:52pm
ohh, forgot one more thing!

and yes it is blocked here also, the url for downloading wallies from MT but u know me here tried out different urls, as in the download url itself and heeeheee it wasn't blocked, LMAO they think they're that clever woops~

anyways when u wanna download an image do this:
first on the image u wanna download, set ur cursor on it(each image has a number.) and to know that number look to the bottom left of ur browser, the number of the image would appear, it's always 6 numbers here, so then like lemme juz say the image number was 000000 so then u'd type in http://download.minitokyo.net/000000/ well that's my way

haha Good Luck!
see you soon!

Quote by rala

I miss you
its been ages since I lats talked to you honey Stupid college
I'm very I should be here more often for you but this creepy site doesnt open for me always

Today I'm done with my linguistics exam! i feel so relief! I am done with it finally on Saturday I have my research methods exam but its easy so there is no worries

So how have you been these days ? and how's your studies going?

My exams were all good I've done good in my English courses but not really sure about my general courses but its ok! O Dear thanks I need to hear someone saying that to me I believe in you too

So how are your exams so far I hope they went good Are you still on your holidays?

Wow! wouldnt that be great if you lived near each other O please dont think that way! they didnt! its just that they could be busy with life and dont have that much free time! hehehe Dont worry I am hear

Really? what do you do with your notebook?

Be kid again isnt bad! but hey if we go back as kids again we cant do all the things we can do now you know every period of your life has its own beauty we just have to make that best of it Yeah it would have been nice if I went but I didnt! you see my cousin came and her wedding is in a month from now! we were really buys with it, you know all the hassle , dresses and all the wedding stuff its was really existed yeah so I didnt go, even one of my friends from high school, she studies with me in the same university, didnt go too!

Yeah it really sucks! i mean when will we have more time to talk to each other....

It has to do with more! culture, traditions and religion.. here you cant date a guy! only if you are going to marry him! and its not really a date at that time.. its more like a time to get to know each other to help work things out! here we have we get married in a traditional way! if you know what I mean and you know I dont think its very bad I do like it! hehehe If you have any questions feel free to ask! I just dont know what you want to know yeah I know it different at your place

You never know what might happen it has to! just keep it up dont worry about me I'm all good Thank you I pray to you too

Yeah yeah but you know I am starting not to care! and you know what? I'm starting to be more happy I found out that this is the best way to deal with it Nope! I'm the oldest Yes I am doing like what you are saying not to worry! nothing is worth it right? and if he gets angry now he will forget later! so why all the stress? just be happy like you said I am starting to be more calm! I mean really I dont need to worry about anything else! my studies are more then enough! and hey I'm starting to feel better

It great to have you too you really help me a lot I know she does she loves me and I love her we are more like friends we argue a lot yeah mum doesnt know how to show her feelings

Than's good me too I am starting to work out too yeah it makes you feel happy about myself dont say that! you have to love yourself anyhow

Awwwwwwww thanks you that is a lovely saying I'm happy that you said that Me too! I am always here

O I'm sorry to hear about that dear *Hugs* it will be good just dont worry and dont think about it! So how is it now? did you find another job? I hope so

Yeah! its really great! plz do look for it

I could be the first one but definitely not that last

Heheh yeah dont you argue with that!

Its a SHE not a he yup she is my cousin

Why would it be bad heheh

I'll try my best to be here more

O he wasnt! I wanted to know so badly heheh anyway I hope it was for that better ok I would like to hear it O I am sorry to hear that! I hope you are feeling better now?

See you too!
Take great care Dear
*Hugs* I hope you have a lovely day

I missed you so MUCH!
Sorry for my late replay but I have a big mess in my univeristy and I've got a whole exam week. I just couldn't get here. SO now I'm relief that I have time to write to you

Don't worry honey, I know you have probles with this site. I have a lot of stuff to do for my college too. So I dont mind. I hoped that all your exams are passed and you are ok. So how are you now?

I'm glad that you don't have any problems with your exams. Mine are hm... quite hard but I have only two. I much more worry about my technical things ( my graphics and stuff like that). I do some steps in draw and painting but I think for them is quite less that I should do... But we'll see tomorrow ( I'll have my results of it :/)

Studing hm... Not that bad as I thought I even found some good people who I can talk too. I just feel more happy then when I was in high school. People in my year are nice to me and they accept me in any way, so it makes me be more freely in showin my true self. And how are your studing?

Thanks dear . I'm glad that all your exams are ok. I know that you've done well in general

My holidays ended in 2nd of January and now I end all my exmas. Tomorrow I'll write you all me results

Thanks for your words, but thery really left me :/. But I know you here and that makes me much happier if I have them and I loose you. So don't worry I'm fine and as I write above I start to find frends in my university.
But I hope that someday we can meet and talk

I have internet in it so I can write to you Sometimes I took it with me to school and download files I need ( pendrive is ok for it too ). And of course I can do on it my work and homework. It's like a normal computer but it have a big plus- you can take it almost everywhere you are

Oh, I see. So you have fun anyway That's great I'm glad. You're right but sometimes the bad things are much more seen then the good ones and it's just frustraiting. I think you know what I mean . Bur hey, it feels great after beating the problems Anyway being a kid is not solution, am I right?
I hope that on next meeting you'll be invited and you'll have fun with your old buddies

I know... I think after the end of the university year... But I can't be sure. Now I'll have some more time so maybe we can meet somewhere on a chat? Do you know any english site with the eays to get chat rooms? Then we can talk a bit So what about that kind of idea?

I just don't know what they don't done any chat rooms here...

You like it? No dates? I don't have a love life, but it's quite starge for me... Tradition... ble I know it will sound strage to you but I don't know if that kind of way in that case is good. I think you'll be much happier if you could decided by yourself. I know sometimes decisions are difficult but love as you say have no rules. I don't know much, but dating is a kind of way to check if you want to be with that person for last of your life and not be bounded by merridge. I don't know if you have divorces in your cultur, but i think not. And if you'd be very unhappy after the marridge, what will you do? And what the heck is traditional weeding?
Do you ever think about leaving your country, because of that case in your tradition?

Thanks. But you're right, we don't know what's going to happen And that is a beauty of life Mistery

I'm glad that you're doing ok with your family. Stress is unnecesary, but don't start to be to cold. Sometimes care is very need. But I'm happy you feel better. You're right he will forget later. So hold on, and be good Remember one thing. Revenge or fight back is a bad way of doing. It can only be more troubelsome. But as I said I believe in you, honey

You see, so don't stress your slef about it I know you cna handel everything in your life I feel happy for you Do my dear don't remember those words and don't loose control on your feelings

Love myslef? But why Ok nevermind... I must say that I see a light in my life more often now then before. So it makes me feel much happier Everything is going great. So it looks like a big present from a faith I hope you see it too and everything in your life is going as you wish for it

It's good to hear that So now I know where to find you In my heart

Oh don't worry. I'm ok. They call me again, but now I got few inteviews for a better work. I hope it will be good. I want to start in computer graphic bussines. So no need to worry, I'm ok

Ok now when I have time I'll do it. Hope it will work out

Don't be so sure of it

Ok. I won't arguee Hehe

Oh... my mistake... sorry

Hm... when I'll find some reasons for that I'll write them to you Now I can thing about any... Don't know why... hm

I try my best to do that too It's a promise.

I feel better now. So the sory is like that...
After to weeks he started to be more like a child. Stupid jokes and more. He had less time for me and he prefer his friends then me. He never ask me to meet him. I wait patiently for 2 weeks if anything change. Then I tried to talk to him seriously but he always started to joking and laughing, even when I tell him I brek up. So that was my limit. One day I said him what my feelings were and that we need to find a solution for it. He said there is no solution cause he didn't see the problem. He alsow said that I take it like a love in high school and I should grow up. I didn't say anything more and just went back to my home. The next day he came up to me and I said him it's really over. Now we just friends and we don't have any bad feelings for each other. So I think in that case is more like a happy end I hope someday I find mr right after all

Anyway, what I need to say to you now, because I know you won't be afraid of me and I know I can trust you is that I take some kind of medicine. It's for my menthal health and I have a teraphy also. I'm not crazy or dangerous, but I have a lock of serathonina in my brain so I'm very depressed and pesimisthic person, that's why I need it. I hope that you don't think anything bad about me and you will be not afraid of me. I really hope so....

Sorry for all...

Take care and hope to see you

Big hugs honey

merged: 02-02-2008 ~ 04:24am
yo!

I've got MSN Look for emi_ly@windowslive.com or Kasia

See you on it

Ps. I'll be hiden, so just try to write